Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Day 1

I am at a loss of where to start. I am feeling very overwhelmed and scared. I dont want to fail again. Partly because I get tierd of failing and also because I gain weight every time I do. I have dieted myself to 210 lbs.
I can't believe how mean I was to myself when I was 160, 140, 120 lbs. Gawd, I would do anything to be that "fat" again.

1 comment:

  1. Just hang in there. We are on this journey together. There is no perfect way to do it. You'll find what works for you. I know you can do this.

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