Not to bad

I am still trying to figure out what works best and get into a schedule. I need to remember that this is a work in progress and I am not going to be perfect.
That being said, yesterday I had to be to work early so I was up at 4. I left at 2:30 and ran for 30 minutes before I went and got my little one from daycare. That is where the trouble began...
Here is what I ate yesterday..
Breakfast: banana
Lunch: steamed broccoli and cauliflower
went home and worked out
Then I had about 20 crackers with cheese on. NOT GOOD
Dinner: 1 bowl of beef stroganoff. I started a second bowl but quicly realized my mistake and threw it away.
Snack: 1/2 bag of microwaveable kettle corn

So as you can see not good, but sadly enough not as bad as it usually is. LOL

My question is what kind of healthy snacks do you keep around the house?

Day 1

I am at a loss of where to start. I am feeling very overwhelmed and scared. I dont want to fail again. Partly because I get tierd of failing and also because I gain weight every time I do. I have dieted myself to 210 lbs.
I can't believe how mean I was to myself when I was 160, 140, 120 lbs. Gawd, I would do anything to be that "fat" again.

The beginning!

Valentines day! What a great day to realize you are fat! :) Truth be told I have known this day was coming for a long time. I have watched it slowly happen over the last 5 years. I will never know why I didnt stop it sooner but I didnt so now it is time to put in the work and get this weight off.

Today I weighed in at 210.4. Impressive if I do say so myself.